Slum Beautiful.

So I was watching an episode of Sex and the City…

It’s all about ex’s being friends. I guess it depends on you & that person. Idk if I could be friends w/ any of my ex’s.. to me its just plain ol’ awkward. But this one guy… we started out as friends. Tried to take it to the next level, everything was great & then all of a sudden it stops. No more texts, calls, anything. Everyday I think ‘what if I would’ve just picked up the phone & called him?’. A part of me still misses him to pieces. The thought of him with anyone other than me, makes me sick to my stomach. It’s been almost 2 years since we’ve spoke. I don’t think I could ever be friends with him anymore because, I’ll always have those lingering feelings, & questions of ‘what if’. Everyone says getting over someone is a process & it really is.

I just hope that one day I’ll be able to successfully say goodbye.

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I finally get to go home today…

(This GIF explains how I feel right now. So yes, it was needed)

I’m too through with hospitals. I hope my sickle cell stays 100% thru the rest of the year because, I’m fucking spent.

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I finally got a job interview…

It’s at Macy’s working at one of the cosmetics counters, not sure which brand yet. I haven’t worked retail in so long though, I’ve prolly lost my touch. I know they’ll want me to sell the fuck out of some credit card or something. Eh’, whatever a job is a job & it is working w/ make-up. So, I can’t complain too much. I just hope I rock my interview.

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SUCCESS!

I finally finished taking out my kinky twists… I like these things but idk if I’ll EVER get them again! I started at 9, and I just now finished. It’s 4:15 a.m! Granted, I took a break for like an hour or so & I slowed down once Zenon came on, but still. Anyways, I now have a massive curly/wavy fro on my head, I’m hungry, I’m tired, & now ‘Corrina, Corrina’ is wants to come on.

I might just take a sleeping pill, and call it a night.

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Late nights & early mornings…

My thoughts steadily consume me from time to time. I always think about things of the past. But then I must remind myself, if certain things are meant to happen, they will. Patience is most definitely a virtue. I’m focused on my future, and accomplishing my goals. Dwelling on the past can only make things harder in the long road. And starting w/ today, I have to make every single day count.

No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

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Back home…

Had to go to the emergency room earlier. Had a small sickle cell pain crisis. Got some drugs, fluids, and all that good stuff & now I’m back to the crib.

Thank god I didn’t have to stay!!!

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